Today is my birthday, im 3 hours into it and im almost at 30 years old which makes me want to vomit really. Im too old and im not ready for the responsibilities for it.
Ive no idea what a 30 year old is suppose to do i guess i know what i should be doing but life hasnt worked out “perfect” for me really.
I feel like im 20 but i aint, its kinda weird my best friends all seem to have the things you would expect at that age; girlfriend,car,good job,house.
I was hpoing that it would be an “ordindary day” but my mom decided to get me a present which turned out to be aftershave which was great. My 2 sisters gave me money and my cat well he apparently wrote a card
all by himself.
So i guess all in all its nice to know that people care, i think one of the things about birthdays is you kinda want to forget your age and its a shame that everyone else doesnt want to help with that.